the most saddest thing that has happened to me in my whole life

This has beeen a week since my grandfather is gone i miss him so much rwally really very much sometimes i regretted for not being there for him always and i regretted that we are all so lucky to see him for the last time evrytime i vry i i remember how his smiles look like and i still can remember the looks that he made the smiles that he gave. it always maske me happy. Yesterday i could feel himi calling out my name and he was looking at us breaking fast i was so sad but felt happy. Yesterday i was happy that my grandfather was trying to tell me to be patient like him.