my dreams when i am going to reach 18 or after 18

- get a driving lisence i am dying to drive a car
- to be able to have my own handheld camera
- have a collection a handbags, clothes , accessories, shoes
- to have a healthy, long and wavy hair
- get 4 pairs of nice watch
- get my own laptop with a wireless network
- get a phone hat i have been dreaming of
- get my own room
- get a new study table
- get to go to unioversal studio @ sentosa
- get tostay overnight @ sentosa resort world
- buy earrings especially nice ones

hooray my father is back home. i am so happy. in malay AKU TAK TERKATA. i am just very happy and nothing makes me happier than him being at home. yay!

feeling miserable???

for the past few days i have receive some bad news and i am feeling very miserable very miserable everyone wants me to be like i do not know i just feel so miserable and i do not want to share it with any other people. i just want to see my friend cry and many more. i just feel like killing myself. but i want to move on to another chapter and i am still stuck there.in one chapter and not have move on

june holidays is back yay!

what i have been doinbg my holidays?
well i am now doing all that i can possibly do during the hoildays HOMEWORK that has been the pain in my neck. today i want to give it a miss to my cousin birthday party. i try noty to destroy her sweet 16 birthday because she really can do it without me around and i know she is happy that i am not there anymore to celebrate her birthday. i do not really care where is she and all i want to care about is... now in have a new best friend her name is fiona. we have just get to know each other better just earlier this year. even though we do not hang out together that much. we still get in touch and share our random problem. whenever i feel troubled i feel like telling her that i am in a big trouble and i need you to listen to my problems.
also now i am fine my life is getting on well. i feel happy, but when i am in school i feel so down and do not want to show my glumness in school. but when my friends asay that sharifah? y u hyper uh? i had to lie thourh my teeth again. i would say that because i am happy.